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[Friday
August 19th, 2005]
i miss my courtney and sarah. thats pretty much the bottom line.
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wow. [Thursday
August 18th, 2005]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | my humps-black eyed peas...izzzma! ]

after saturday at 5. i will have 52 hours of dance this week. izma camp was the shit. basically. and my how i love brooke and kelly. so now that i think about it. we have one wk until school starts. excuse me..."hell". yeah, i know western alamance is the "school of distinction" ..or maybe that was the middle school? but anyway, drama. looks. drama. stares. drama. bitches. drama. gossip. drama. yeah. that pretty much sums it up. my phone got ran over today. thats my excuse for not getting home straight after dance. i get bitched at first. then mom tells me how things don't "look good". how i need to focus. blah blah blah. words that went in one ear and out the other. im sorry she thinks she's perfect. he left today. cameron drew. one of the biggest parts of my life. this should be interesting. im not even ready for school. whose gone school shopping? ah im so unprepared! i do have my bookbag packed though! i got my debit card today! and i got a system for my car. oh yay. my fish died. jelly & bread jr. mom killed them. i was so mad. especially because she thought i was going to go somewhere i shouldn't, so i couldn't get the right water. anyway, danielle & caroline went to wal-mart & bought me two more fish. one of them is blind. its hot! peanut butter is still alive. sign anyone...?

--thats enough for tonight. more positives is always the best way to end.

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just do it. [Saturday
July 9th, 2005]
[ mood | sleepy ]

ALL ABOUT U...
+ Known as: beejie-boo
+ City you live in: elon
+ Birthday: december 7th
+ School: western alamance
+ Religion: christian
+ Shoe size: 8
+ Hair color: black
+ Bad Habits: i have many.
+ Fears: belly buttons & car crashes

HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? definitely not
+ Been Cheated on? can't say i have
+ Fallen off the bed? ha, of course
+ Fallen for a relative? no
+ Broke someone`s heart? ...apparently.
+ Had your heart broken? basically. YEAH.
+ Had a dream come true? of course.
+ Done something you regret? pretty much everyone has
+ Cheated on a test? who doesn't?


CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? basketball shorts, wifebeater, trucker hat
+ Listening to? me breathing
+ Located? home
+ Chatting with? daniel dang
+ Watching? save the last dance
+ Should REALLY be doing? sleeping


DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? of course
+ Like anybody? umm...when do i not
+ Have any piercing? two holes--ears
+ Drive? mmmhmm:)
+ Drink? occasionally
+ Smoke? allergic
+ Have a cellphone? thank God.
+ Have a pager? ha, not quite


FRIENDS...
+ Who is your best? wow. i always have trouble with this one.
--if i had to choose one and one: courtney & brooks//steve buck
+ Who do you hate? two-faced people, fake people, people who look at only the negative side of things, people who complain about nothing
+ Who is the shyest? chelsey
+ Who is the most talkative? nick wells, damn he can talk
+ Who laughs the most? we all do...constantly
+ Who have you known the longest? breezyanna--since i was 2..i miss her
+ Who have you known the shortest? walker...but he's cool as shit.
+ Who do you miss the most? breez, gray..right now im missin some nirrcole though
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? suz-steVEN-b-jsmit-court-grayson
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? the only people i can hang out with for long periods of time
+ Do you trust your friends? some of them
+ Are you a good friend? i hope so
+ Can you keep a secret? pinky promises
+ Are you forgiving to your friends? most of the time?
+ Have you ever cussed any of them out? haha yeah
+ Got physical with them in a fight? lol..not on purpose

THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? robbie
+ Kissed? robbie
+ IMed? walker
+ Talked to on the phone? nick
+ Yelled at? matt
+ Beat up? robbie
+ Fell in love with? duh:anthony:)
+ Went out with? ...this is rocket science:robert:)


PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? pharmaceutical salesman
+ What has been the best day of your life so far? id either have to say my courts birthday (carowinds) valentines day//my birthday this year
+ What comes first in your life? most of the time friends...idk that's kind of bad
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? basically
+ What/Who are you most scared of? ...no comment right now
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? i pray, and then somehow in the middle of the prayer i drift off to sleep
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? at one point yes
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? once
+ Love your friends? umm YEAH
+ Would you ever go out with a friend? yeah, depends on who it is though


FAVORITE...
+ Store: belk-goodwill
+ Song(s): hanging by a moment...anything by lifehouse rather
+ Sports to play: dance. yeah it's a sport bitch.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: mmm nilla of course:)
+ Fruit: wow. strawberries, pears, grapes, basically every fruit alive
+ Candy: sour patch watermelon
+ Holiday: christmas
+ Day of the Week: friday
+ Time: late at night
+ Color: hot pink-black-white (my wedding colors) or tan-green-brown:)
+ Flower: my dozen roses:)ah


DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? mmmhmm:)
+ Like to give kisses? :)
+ Do u prefer pecks or french? pecks are playful:) french is romantic:) aka::both
+ Like to walk in the rain? oh my God yeah, dance in the rain+3am+sheets+song #11+my court=heaven.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black..i like lead pencils better
+ Like to travel? sometimes
+ Sleep on your side, stomach, or back? ha, i used to not sleep on my stomach: belly button phobia
+ Think you're attractive? i'll leave that for you to answer
+ Have a goldfish? my only pets my dad doesn't sale:)
+ Ever have the falling dream? what?
+ Have stuffed animals? lol yeah...
+ What do you usually dream about? idk i have trouble remembering them
+ Get flowers from friends or boyfriends? my roses:)
+ Cook? riiiiiight..i "heat up" things


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: do what you want.
+ Sex: only do it when YOU'RE ready.
+ Smoking: allergic
+ Eating Disorders: i could never stop eating.
+ Tattoos: mm i want one
+ Piercings: no to belly buttons:) but they're cute
+ Your best friends: idk what i'd do without them
+ Anyone else? whatever.


THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? nose is cute on some people
+ MTV or BET? mtv
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? dawson's creek..but 7th heaven's awesome too
+ Sugar or salt? sugar most def
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? allergic to chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black & white are hot. but i usually get color
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
+ Hot or cold? you can always put more clothes on than you can take off:)
+ Sun or moon? moons&stars
+ Left or Right? yeah..right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Wonder or amazement? amazement
+ Lights on or off: out

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[Wednesday
July 6th, 2005]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | air blowing of my piece--aka my computer. ]

in my last entry i definitely said that deuteronomy was being kept by robbie. but b4 that i said he died. matts the one alive. and its being kept by robbie. ive decided to change its name to peanut butter.








this was random.

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cool. [Monday
July 4th, 2005]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | dancing-elisa ]

happy july 4th.
summer is going by pretty fast.
today=got back from lake with my court.
walker & shaner came too.
haha, i had a kick ass time.
me and court like little girls.
EVEN better.:)
nothing to complain about.
i hate complaining sometimes.
i love courtney nicole rafael.
"life is good"
i've decided that:
3am dancing+rain+song #11=heaven.
this summer has been random.
daniel dang killed leviticus.
and bought "danny & matt"
matt killed danny.
matt killed deuteronomy.
deuteronomy is being kept by robbie.
and fed bread crumbs by tripp brown.
i want two new ones. sunshine & angle jr.
things might not be perfect.
but it'll all work out in the end.
im thinking positive:)
it always tends to help.
she's gorgeous. wow.
and they hooked up.
only a kiss...
but i love him.
and i love you.

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mmm...yeah. [Wednesday
May 18th, 2005]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | mm..computer apps ]

--basically. im through. and it hurts..bad. but whatever.

yearbooks came out today. im sure that's a good thing. i read all my yearbooks last night from the last years, what he wrote. i cried. its crayz that i was so sure that we would actually be together this year...for him to sign my yearbook like he did in 6th grade. and to come to my recitals..and watch them for once. mmm..i guess its over. congradulations to me.:-/

--and i love matchbook romance.

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.

So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.

So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?

You're so good
You're so good
You're so good
You're so good

So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anything to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
[x2]

You're so good
You're so good


goodbye...

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[Saturday
May 14th, 2005]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | promise--matchbook romance ]

so this wkend ive been doing NOTHING. yeah i dont feel like asking my rents to go anywhere, i dont have a car, and im dragging ass from this last week. so i decided to be bored and do one of these things.

First name: Brittney
Last name: Jeffries
Nickname(s): ha umm--chong, BEEJ, bj, beejie, bjanie, blow job, britt, nae
Gender: girl
Age: 16
Birthday: December 7th
Height: 5'7
Hair color: black
Eye color: brown
Is your hair long or short: used to be longer until i started straightening it
location: right now..my bed
Zodiac sign: idk? i know thats bad
How many languages do you know: one.. and some espanol:)
Bad habits: ...umm eating?
Piercings you have: ears
Piercings you want: i dont really know
Tattoos you have: none
Tattoos you want: oh most def, my lower back or either lower side of my stomach
Do you get along with your parents: usually one or the other
Does anyone in your family understand you? ha, i would say my sister
Do you have any pets: 2 goldfish, deuteronomy and leviticus;)
Are you still in school: unfortunately
Favorite subject: math
Least favorite subject: history
Play any sports on the school's team: dance team-hell yeah girls!
Do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: clubs & dance
Are/were you popular: who really cares?
Favorite memory: lol..i would have to say, me falling on water in the middle of the commons after me and my girl court were trying to arrest steve black for a nickel *aka weed* hahaha.

. : Favorites : .
Number: 7
Clothing brand: anything on sale
Shoes: rainbows
Saying: DUDESON! - get it!
TV show: sister sister/thats so raven
Vegetable: broccolli, idk i love them all
Fruit: strawberries of course
Movie: Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory
Magazine: idk?
Actor: Josh Hartnett--mm his eyes
Actress: Sandra Bullock
Candy: sour patch straws
Gum: orbit blue
Scent: ...
Candy bar: snickers? idk i dont eat chocolate
Ice cream flavor: ah, nillla:)
Color: hot pink & black
Season: summer
Band: LIFEHOUSE! matchbook romance three doors down nickelback
Type of music: w/e im in the mood for
Thing in your room: my laptop & my oh so comfortable bed:)
Place to be: anywhere with music, bada, court's bed
Radio station: 98.7 SIMON:)
TV channel: disney or MTV
Junk food: cheeeez its or rice krispy treats
Overall food: hotdogs w/ ketchup & chili
Store: goodwill
Fast food: Sonic Cook Out Mickey Dees
Restaurant: O'Charleys-me and kslutt know all the waitors;) or Zacks hotdogs
Shape: haha umm, decagons?
Time of day: real late..
Boys name: Ashton Wade
Girls name: haven't thought of that one yet
Video Game: Mario Kart
Board game: Monopoly
Car: ahh hummer or jeep
Music video: micheal jackson thriller
Swear word: swear to God--yeah i need to stop
Word: shat..haha or asperin
Month: May
Cartoon character: barney & babybop--hell yeah chang!
Possession: my cell-no more ol blue:(

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
Eminem: robbie
Dog: prancer..the one i never said goodbye to:(
Hot: wade montgomery
Britney Spears: her pregnant?
N*sync: digital digital get down
Real world: inferno
Orange: juice
juice: crunk juice
Choice: to care or not..to be fake or real
Bisexual: who cares? thats your choice
Black: my room
Insane clown posse: idk?
Linkin Park: screaming
Jack: lindsay's dog were using in our ballet wizard of oz
Rainbow: our ballet dance, over the rainbow:)
Cherry: kalyn tieing the stems with her mouth
Cucumber: i dont like them
Shark: jaws
Lighthouse: that club that was near stop & shop
Bat: night time
Leather: danny's couch
Whip: cream
America: war
Water: i need to drink more
Volcano: school

. : Private life : .
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: mm kind of/basically
Do you have a crush: i mean if thats what you want to call it:)
Do you love anyone right now: yeah, & i love everyone of course :)
Have you ever been in love: sure have
How many hearts of have you broken: none that i know of
How many people broke your heart: one
Best quote to sum up love: cant eat cant sleep reach for the stars over the fence world series kind of thing
Do you have a picture of him/her: yes
Do you have a picture of yourself: yes
Do you go by looks or personality: personality..then looks

. : Would you ever : .
Bungee jump: haha i did that sky coaster thing at epointe with my girls:)
Sky dive: idk about all that
Swim with dolphins: awe of course!
Scuba dive: oh yeah!
Go rock climbing: idk..maybe
Eat shit for $1,000,000: haha wow. that brings back church memories...
Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: hell no
Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: lol thats a no no
Lie to the police: umm..YEAH
Run from the police: that'd be so fun
Jump Off a Moving Train: mm..idk
Lie to your parents: well, let me just say it comes back to get you in the end


. : Your friends : .
best friends: haha wow, chang-jsmit-bri-suz-nirr-kat-kathleen-b-camerondrew-lpt-gray-sbuck-danny-shaner-theres so many
Known longest: breezyanna
Wish you talked to more: grayson
Wish you saw more: breezy definitely
How many friends do you think you have: ahh a bunch:) i KNOW i have
Who drives you insane after a while: wow..theres many
Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: chang for real
Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no?
craziest: court for sure
Loudest: nirrrr
Shyest: hah suz (when she meets knew ppl)
Best hair: jsmit
Can always make you laugh: ahh..i love my friends:)
Best eyes: Wade
Best body: drew-hes hot
Most athletic: id have to say torre
Sex symbol: haha umm...
Hot tempered: ah..um robbie ha, but i know how to control it;)
Most impatient: katherine..lol
Shortest: ha, lpt:):)
Tallest: ive got to say...shaner
Talented: wow..all of them
Best singer: caitlyn of course
Nicest: suz & stevebuck most def
Best personality: All of them
Biggest drug user: oh you know

. : Have you ever : .
Flashed someone: haha no
Gotten really REALLY drunk: i cant remember
Gone to jail or juvi: ha nah
Skateboarded: with nicky spritz..wow he taught me how:)
Skinny dipped: always wanted to
Stolen anything: dont think so
Kicked someone's ass: haha..robbie in wrestling!!
Pegged someone in the head with a snowball: haha yeah..at micheals one time
Broke a beer bottle: nah
Gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope
Gone on a road trip: ahhh with my BPT!
Been to a concert: gavin degraw is HOT! ahh and usher..oh and maroon 5--wow!
Been to another country: yeah..with my izma girls!
Talked back to an adult: uh huh..
Go in a car accident: we wont go there:-/
Broke a law: haha..mmhmm
Given money to a homeless person: yesss:)
Tried to kill yourself: umm NO
Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: haha..i mean my friends dont really care

. : Opinions : .
What do you think...

About pop music: sometimes
About boy bands: nsync is the greatest
About flag burning: um..no comment
Of the war on terrorists: boo bush
About suicide: anyone that thinks their that bad off to do that, has problems

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... [Sunday
May 8th, 2005]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | thinking over--dana glover ]

happy mother's day.

so mother's day is my  new favorite holiday. today we had a cookout with the whole family. every possible food was here...it was completely awesome. and gavin last night, damn. he was hot. FIMJ!

new layout. thanks to my court. i wanted it a long time ago, but i wasn't smart enough to figure it out.

me and robbie: hmmph. idk whats going on. we can't decide if it's better to be friends or not even try. its going to be hard knowing that we're moving on to other people...yeah, pretty much it sucks.

two more weeks of BADA classes. im pretty stoked & scared at the same time. it might be just me but we're kind of behind this year.

comment if you'd like to come: ELON McCrary Theater: May 26-7PM, May 27-7PM, & May 28-2:30 & 7 PM. $$6.   May 29 2:30 & 7 PM (wizard of oz...ballet) $$7

i love you.

--beej

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...each week its something else. [Friday
May 6th, 2005]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | the greatest fall of all time--matchbook romance ]

so i feel like these past two months have been pretty much bad luck for me. me and robbie broke up. and were not getting back together for a long time. i found some pretty awesome text messages on his phone. its just been a bad week. and were not talking at all. i guess the first 2-3 days you get pissed and then you just get in the sad stage. i mean i dont think i deserve it. no girl deserves to be cheated on, much less that...even feel like shes less important than the 'others'. i mean he didnt cheat on me, and half of it was my fault..actually probably all of it--but idk it just sucks...when you've been with someone that long...it kind of hurts when one day you're having the best time and the next you walk past, or even sit beside for an hour and 30 minutes and not say one word. its pretty crazy. i hung out with grayson tonight. its been a while. me him and jsmit went to zacks. me and her are working there and target this summer. we already have applications. we got to take some orders tonight--and say CLEAR! skeeet. oh & yes. gavin is definitely tomorrow. im so stoked about that.


xoxo
beej

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hmmph. [Wednesday
April 27th, 2005]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | 98.7 simon:) ]

its official: girls completely amaze me. they're backstabbers and dont give a damn what anybody thinks as long as they're happy. they dont care about anyone else's feelings, and obviously about friendships that meant the world and more. i just dont get how one day everythings cool, you're telling that person all your buisness, AND everyone elses, but yet one thing goes wrong and all you can do is talk shit about that one person you were best friends with the day before. grow up, forgive and forget. yeah its hard but thats life. so much for 'true' friends. think about it.

and so thats my spill for the night. BADA pics are this week & im completely stressed. the inet is really taking up a lot of my time. anyway, i wont update for a while. just know:: guys. are completely awesome.

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[Saturday
April 16th, 2005]
so last night at about this time me suz & jimmi jayne were outside crying on 87. yeah i wasn't supposed to be driving (according to my mom) with the after 9 and stuff..and we were just going out to wades. i came up on his driveway and didn't want to slam on breaks for the other person behind me. so i turned around in western parking lot. i didnt go when i should have because i didnt want anyone to have to wait while i turned. so i waited for all cars to pass by completely. jimmi in the passenger seat, suz in the back behind her. a street sweeper so dirty you couldn't see it, no lights on 87, and his tail lights completely dirty and faded, was turning left where those red barns are. i wasn't going but 40 and didn't see him until i got on him. basically, i breaked really fast but it was too late. i ran in the back of him and my car went underneath his. the airbags shot out on me and jimmi & suz went forward. thank God for seatbelts. seriously. my car's totaled. theres a picture on my webshots. idk about the whole ticket thing. but i didnt have my glasses/contacts on so i got wrote up for that. suz went to the hospital just for 'precausions'. were all sore and bruised. suz is the worst:(. but at least nothing more than that happened. that's basically the story in a hot minute. thank you everybody who has called me, IMed me, came by and seen me, text messages, voicemails, everything. suz & jimmi jayne. yall are the best. and you know it. it was a miracle & God was with us. i love you both so much & without you two idk where i would be. joint-at-the-hip oh hell.:)

to everybody:
live life everyday to the fullest. never frown for one minute b/c that's 60 seconds of your life you aren't smiling. try not to break the law too much. or disobey you're rents. tell everyone you love them...because you never know--the next minute they'll be gone. trust God with all you're heart.

and to you robbie. it makes tears run down my face just knowing how much you are there for me. you came quicker than anybody else, ready & willing to do ANYTHING to help. my family, me, suz, jimmi jayne, and everybody else thanks you so much for everything you did. i love you with all my heart & without YOU, i don't think i would have made it.
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i dont really know anymore... [Monday
March 14th, 2005]
[ music | total silence ]

well it's official. me and robbie broke up. 6 months next week. basically i went to club rio with my girls on saturday night. he got pissed but he went 2 weeks ago. he said if i danced with anyone we were over. i didnt dance with anyone, and he still got pissed. he was drunk off his ass--i got a lot of fuck you bitches, many hang ups, shut the fuck ups, youre a bitch, and to top it off im going to fuck blythe. wonderful. now he regrets it and i dont know what to do. somebody comment please that would actually understand why im still holding on to him--and tell me what you think i should do.

ps. katherine broke his phone in half. and they're no longer friends. yiippeee:-/

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[Thursday
March 10th, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | -mom's mixer..she's makin cupcakes!:)- ]

hmmph. i kind of want to start over. i guess im just ready for jr year. it's going to be hard. but me and my girl (courtnay) are in it together.

the days & nights have been good im guessing. awesome actually. ive just felt weird the past couple of days i guess. i have 3 A's and a 91 in chem hns. for this 9 weeks. go me! izma is going to be crayz this wkend. but im totally stoked.

ocharleys...is the shit. period. haylee, mike, shawn, & patrick. hayul yeah. and katherine...thanks for everything sweetheart.

dt. emm hmm. competition in now 1 week. and we dont have it together. but im sure THATS fine. but we DID get brook's dt costumes in for BADA. they're HOT as shit. ohhhhhh GIRLS! skeeeeeet.

xoxo
-beej

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really had it... [Saturday
February 26th, 2005]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | in the end--linkin park ]

im frustrated. and my head is pounding.

i had dance from about 9-5. yeah it was a lot. but performing for the nursing home people was the highlight of my day.

my uncles 40th surprise was tonight. i couldn't go to brooks' pty. which leads me to be pissed off. i could have went after (seeing as it's 10) but apparently since i wont the essay contest ($75) i have to read it 3 times tomorrow starting at 8am. wonderful. ive already gotten a call saying my boyfriend was with some girl. great. im sure that's fine.

idc im talking to danny...and thats all that matters:)
--and oh yeah ps. me and bri are hangin out this wkend!!




xoxo
--beej

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:) [Thursday
February 24th, 2005]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | me singing kindermotion music. ]

all i want to say is im so stoked about my new lifehouse and fuel cd...thanks to grayson windsor thomas:):) and cameron drew...is the funniest grinding hand clapper ever.


and that's it. today's been slow.


ps. kieli loves my k-motion music:-D

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bored. [Tuesday
February 22nd, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]

so im doing nothing in class. this wkend was a total disaster. im sure me and robbie didnt almost break up. drew helped me out a lot. im really going to miss my seniors. really.

--but on sunday, victoria's 5th birthday. we were all good:) dad asked me while i was eating frosted flakes;) this morning...did robbie get toria 2 presents? he's a really nice boy. most wouldn't have even showed up. ah so yeah. our 5 month was yesterday. and im completely in love with him:)

court:: im here for you and even though we got in a sort-of argument, you know ill always be here whenever you need me. i love you girl.

so we just had a bomb threat thing. we missed about 45 min of class so it was hot. im starving though. blah. i just went to sleep the whole time on the hot concrete. i mean idc.

i really want my LA girls to come back. one in particular. i miss her being there whenever i need her. thanks jsmit.

xoxo
-beej

ps. i hope you feel better...

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:) [Friday
February 18th, 2005]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | GO bj!! ]

so this week...was interesting. my mornings start off AWESOME because i take camerondrew to school now. for a while. we get hyped up and its great to be around him again.

i stayed the wkend with sis. valentines day was the best one i've ever had. i finally have a boyfriend to spend it with:)so that makes it totally awesome. we went to zacks--hotdogs..which was possibly the hottest thing ever.

tuesday & wednesday were normal. matt satt came and ate with me and kath at o charleys. basically, the man was new, and didnt know what the hell he was doing. so it took an hour and 15 minutes. my baked potato was in a togo box.

thursday me and robbie got in a huge fight. i took him home after school and we talked about it. thank God. then i went to dt. a waste. and skipped ballet. oopsie. i went to caitlyns for the oc. which was hot. came home and for the 2nd wkend in a row. my rents were nowhere to be found. thats pretty bad.

so today was completely awesome. cameron & steve black came to see me. finally when i got out of the house, me & suz got my car washed:-D, went to ocharleys, visited danny, dustin, and micheal, (ahh i love them), rode around, went to sis', wal mart, and then la fiesta--to see my boys. cameron, corey, steve, steve black, dave, and skimp. they are completely hillarious and i love them.

well--im sure we'll have a ballet lecture tomorrow on skipping, & victoria's 5th birthday is sunday...so i'll be updating next wk sometime. yeah im boring anyways.

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yeah... [Saturday
February 5th, 2005]
You scored as Punk/Rebel.

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Punk/Rebel

38%

Drama nerd

38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Geek

25%

Ghetto gangsta

25%

Stoner

13%

Loner

6%

Goth

6%

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[Wednesday
February 2nd, 2005]
[ mood | irritated ]

im sure this day hasn't been a total waste. thank God for my girl courtney, and wow, my dance girls.








ps. i'll be around sometime soon...

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oh guys. [Monday
January 31st, 2005]
[ mood | artistic ]

2 hour delay today. i love these. too bad i have to be in comp apps for the whole hour and 30 minutes. me katherine kevin robbie court & gray went to cracker barrel this morning. yes we were late for school. it scared me to see kevin and gray driving--robbie gets his license and he's going to be just like them. crayz.

bowling with izma was quite fun. we didn't think the monster trucks was still on but thank God it was. mt with my girls was so hot. we made signs, and we were known as the green team. i think we got on tv 15 or more times--grave digger cut off:( for freestyle and came out to talk to the crowd. he came over with his mic in front of us (we were the 2nd row) and said...

"you girls make monster trucks worth it"

--and we flipped out. as we were leaving and screaming in the parking lot this little boy came by and said "YOU ROCK GREEN TEAM" ahh it was definitely a memorable night. and we definitely missed courtney. i love that girl.

i got this random txt last night. it was quite interesting. kind of made me think how things are now.

and i'll leave it at that. im out for a while. zack says hey:)

i love you.

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